I don't remember how it started. But I already had a plan; a plan that I never had the opportunity to carry out. The plan was to pretend I did nothing for her, and get a present for her, warped in a box of course, and a pretty birthday cake. Perhaps from Cake Sense, or maybe cheaper. I always wanted to get her something special.. maybe Buskin Robins. Not maybe. I always wanted to, but days before the big day I realized I have limited funds and could not get it. Maybe I can, but I won't have enough for the present and a nice little dinner on Lookout Point in KL, or in some other nice restaurant. That was my plan.
On Friday, I called Jien Shen and asked if I could stay at his place that day. I thought maybe I can get something nice for her the next morning in 1U, since there will have more choices, and Jien Shen has a better taste than I am... At least in woman's stuffs.(:P) Unfortunately JS was busy. I asked if I can go on Saturday night. I thought maybe she'll have to wait on Sunday morning since that's when I will get something for her. The cake, and a warped present. She says she'll hanging out with her form six friends on Sunday morning. I thought I had the perfect plan. I thought. I even exaggerate that I might be having too much fun there and not being able to come back early. She says disappointingly, "well okay.. have fun..", but that's part of the plan. I wanted to give her a surprise; a usual trick I do on her from time to time. I love building up the suspense and look at her happy smiling face when she realized it was me pulling another one of that trick. It was a huge huge mistake.
On Saturday afternoon, I took her back from Mr. Wong's. Later that day she came to my house and we go to the dinner with her Puchong friends in Kim Gary@Pyramid. She was in a good mood that day. Probably because there's a party for her later that day. Suddenly, a friend of her asked me if I got her cake. I expected someone else for that day, since it's a party for her friends. I shook my head. "Bear man" she called me. I got nervous. If there was a plan B, that is to abort plan A and do nothing. I always assume everything's going perfect. I love that "misses by inches" thingy. I have just enough money for what I planned. Unfortunately, as I realize there's no one who was willing to get the cake, I left the place and got her a chocolate cake. She looks extremely happy when I took the cake out from the counter. She's extraordinary gorgeous that day especially with that sweet little smile on her face, that kind of smile I thought I could deliver to her if I had my plans right. I overspent on the dinner, and the car needed refueling.
Sunday afternoon. She was already with her form six buddies watching a movie. I don't know what else that I could save. I thought of making a flash animation.. or just a card. I had it here, but this looks kinda pointless and stupid.
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Just what the fuck was I thinking.
In the end, the suspension I purposely built up for her, ended without a climax. I did what I pretended to do, and did not do what I intended to.
I do not want to remember how it ended Sunday night.
I do not want to remember how it ended Sunday night.
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