I am too, yours.

It's bizarre. I've never encounter something like that before.

Gave it a thought, i did.

I love you regardless.

Achievements? I just can't think of any.

Let me fear death. I am happy.

Just wth was that? o.o

Change!

And you realized you looked too far ahead. Yes, nothing you do in life means anything after you're dead, but spending a life waiting for death to come isn't really how you should be living.

Just because there is so much to live for, we're afraid of death. Yes it's true that you don't fear death if you lived a meaningless life, but you never truly live before.

Einstein was right.

I will live, now.

And there's a future to live for. :)

Sometimes you should just stop asking why and what if and move on and accept things as it is. The silence is killing me.

Lets just appreciate "now".

And I couldn't sleep again. I couldn't.. It's hard for me to.. I need to find a way to distract myself.

I decided to search up my favorite songs on YouTube.. Lets see.

Not so modern-ish (Vocal)
And there's a reason why these oldies remained till this day. Some of the singers are already dead. Their voice lived on.


My personal fav in the entire list. This song always clams me down.



Just in case you wonder where Negaraku came from

 My fav in this category, if Easy Living is counted out.





Outdated Pop... Covers
I don't really dig pop. They are over played IMO, not to say that they are bad, but just.. I don't really like to go with the flow.


I think this has been around 13529 years ago..

And for those Chinese who can't speak their own language.. P:




Jap Metal-ish
Some say they are just a bunch of people who doesn't know music making meaningless noises. I used to think the same, until I started loving it for no apparently reason, till this very day. These rhythmic "noises" helped to distract me from whatever problem is there. I just love to let myself go and start head banging.






Well it's time for me to (try and) sleep now.

Go to sleep Alan -_-